Fading Mind Never fade away, don’t deserve it ! Rise, live ! Exploited like your thoughts never existed Weakness is not all that defines you, Don’t loose control, choose, rise live ! Obstructed mind confused by so many years of self inhibition Self-esteem completely absorbed, identity vanished, last chance to see the light Is to cut the rope, all hope is gone Never fade away, don’t deserve it! Rise, live ! Silence will be your cell, No U turn if you allow it Somewhere, deep inside, I can free me I know I’m worth better than that Oh forgive, be stronger Whatever past, mutual mistakes Never fade away, don’t deserve it ! Rise, live ! Exploited like your thoughts never existed Weakness is not all that defines you, Don’t loose control, choose, rise live ! Down from the throne you may feel like a king Don’t burry your head in the sand, your sick brain leads you to loneliness Your life may explain your acts, your dysfunction is your burden Don’t feel compelled to share it Anger, hate, fear, shame on me In my head it all get mixed up It must be a nightmare, seems to be trapped It must be a nightmare, seems to be trapped, my will, my strength are gone ! Somewhere, deep inside, I can free me I know I’m worth better than that Oh forgive, be stronger Whatever past, mutual mistakes Never fade away, don’t deserve it! Rise, live ! Silence will be your cell, No U turn if you allow it.

My World I don’t know how far my memories go Indented as early as I can remember Anxiety always in the background At the same, I can lift mountain when I burn I’m on top as long as I have the energy /I don’t know how long it can go on like this What make it decline ? Careful me against the unforessable, in jail of myself / Careful me-e-e of myself Mystery how far can I go in pain ? /how far can I go ? Should’nt we find a more welcoming host ? I need my dose, yet guilty of il all Vicious circle striving getting out Careful me against the ungouvernable, stronger than my will / So stronger than my will Careful me against who lives me from inside, inside Delirium is the ascent from trap to trap, where’s the end ? Finish line ? /finish line Not for long please, not for long, please, any more My host is failing, I’m leaving, good bye, good bye, good bye…

Beyond Is it a game? Who leads ? With no escape, Which aim ? Need harmony, curiosity, Beyond the easiness, is it worth it ? So many rules swept away, convictions and utopia can disappear so fast Ideals, lies to live, constructions of our borders, education, innocence Beyond the easiness, who’s for trying ? I made this choice but every days hurts Was it a choice ? Suddenly you see, no game, no rules, just you and nobody It’s not about rebellion, not about contradiction… It could be just anarchy So you have to choose, and you have to climb Trying a way who could be your’s I look around, What is true ? The appearances…so cute! How many lives copied pasted ? Beyond the easiness, I don’t know

Chatterbox Far away from any soul, I can finally breathe again Breathe again and slow down this frantic rythm A run after the life, or death, To be or made ? Always fill every empty moment An explanation for everything Persuade myself that I’m in control What am I waiting for to let go ? Too risky to see how it’s empty Based on nothing, rotten, moldy ! Act to death to prove that I’m able Stop it ! Please, give me some rest, secluded I need to look inside myself, Stay with my own and Free me from the overflow A tree that goes into the fall to start over again To prepare winter and rebirth in the spring I get rid of these leaves for a better repeal Always fill every empty moment An explanation for everything Persuade myself that I’m in control What am I waiting for to let go ? Too risky to see how it’s empty Based on nothing, rotten, moldy ! Act to death to prove that I’m able Stop it ! Sometimes I break, And if this crazy world was a fake, a joke?! Smile, you’re the famous little cat, We look at you, enjoy then we look at you Otherwise you may disappear , Or maybe you could be a wave Aware, mindfulness, without matter… Always fill every empty moment An explanation for everything Persuade myself that I’m in control What am I waiting for to let go ? Too risky to see how it’s empty Based on nothing, rotten, moldy ! Act to death to prove that I’m able Stop it !

Pray I prayed every days, I prayed so long and so long ‘Till persuading me that there would be someone to hear, I screamed I screamed, but only inside Every evening, I prayed, after the storm has passed Once again I can stand silentely, mmmh…ssshh Give me more strength, give me more I know he will be here tomorrow. To destroy for pleasure, enjoyment, I thought you were mean But now I know, I know you’re dangerous Nobody, no one to see anything, maybe mom, but you had her well asleep I prayed every days, I prayed so long and so long ‘Till persuading me that there would be someone to hear, I screamed I prayed with my love, I pray to protect us. I prayed with my hate, for you to die. I prayed with my love, I prayed to make it stop. I prayed with my hate, my fear, my tears and my despair I prayed every days, I prayed so long and so long ‘Till persuading me that there would be someone I prayed for the strength, I prayed for the time I prayed for the strength, I prayed for the time I prayed for silent oooohh… I prayed every days, I prayed so long and so long ‘Till persuading me that there would be someone I prayed every days, I prayed so long and so long ‘Till persuading me that there would be someone You’re the worth deception of my life / I am better with, i am better without you / I swear you / Don't think ! / Shut up ! / So many pain that you give to me / Just do what i say ! / You should stop breathing / You never listen, you never listen my advice / am better with, i am better without you / You sucks / Go away ! / You're not interested in anything / You sucks / How i regret having children / Don't play with black children / Don't think ! / Shut up / just do what i say / So many pain that you give to me / You're not interested in anything / Go away ! Today I don’t know if I’ve been heard and why, by who or how. I don’t even know if I’ve been helped from me or something else, Here or elsewhere But one thing I am sure, is pray made me hold on. When I hoped loophole going through violence, power games When I hoped loophole going through violence, power games Thanks praying it gaves me ability to unbolt him… Heeeyy May could I, finally, become crazy. Become crazy Thanks to whom, thanks to what, did I stay straight ? Did I stay straight ? Did I stay…? Slowly sewing up…