Pray

I prayed every days, I prayed so long and so long
‘Till persuading me that there would be someone to hear, I screamed
I screamed, but only inside

Every evening, I prayed, after the storm has passed
Once again I can stand silentely, mmmh…ssshh
Give me more strength, give me more
I know he will be here tomorrow.
To destroy for pleasure, enjoyment, I thought you were mean
But now I know, I know you’re dangerous
Nobody, no one to see anything, maybe mom, but you had her well asleep

I prayed every days, I prayed so long and so long
‘Till persuading me that there would be someone to hear, I screamed

I prayed with my love, I pray to protect us.
I prayed with my hate, for you to die.
I prayed with my love, I prayed to make it stop.
I prayed with my hate, my fear, my tears and my despair

I prayed every days, I prayed so long and so long
‘Till persuading me that there would be someone
I prayed for the strength, I prayed for the time
I prayed for the strength, I prayed for the time
I prayed for silent oooohh…

I prayed every days, I prayed so long and so long
‘Till persuading me that there would be someone
I prayed every days, I prayed so long and so long
‘Till persuading me that there would be someone

You’re the worth deception of my life / I am better with, i am better without you / I swear you / Don't think ! / Shut up ! / So many pain that you give to me / Just do what i say ! / You should stop breathing / You never listen, you never listen my advice / am better with, i am better without you / You sucks / Go away ! / You're not interested in anything / You sucks / How i regret having children / Don't play with black children / Don't think ! / Shut up / just do what i say / So many pain that you give to me / You're not interested in anything / Go away !

Today I don’t know if I’ve been heard and why, by who or how.
I don’t even know if I’ve been helped from me or something else,
Here or elsewhere
But one thing I am sure, is pray made me hold on.
When I hoped loophole going through violence, power games
When I hoped loophole going through violence, power games
Thanks praying it gaves me ability to unbolt him… Heeeyy
May could I, finally, become crazy. Become crazy
Thanks to whom, thanks to what, did I stay straight ?
Did I stay straight ?
Did I stay…?
Slowly sewing up…